time4me

     I can’t believe that I actually did it!  I woke up early this morning, even though my kids are out of school today and I could have slept in.  But I didn’t.  I got up, brushed my teeth, put my hair in a ponytail and strapped on two bras and two knee braces and went to the GYM!  Yeah…It takes two bras to control these babies (while I’m exercising that is, can’t find a sports bra that big) and two knee braces to support my poor aching knees…but I walked on the treadmill and even at a slight incline!!!  All I could think about while I was walking was I can’t wait for my boobs to go away and get smaller and my tummy too.  I also worked out a tiny bit on some other weight machines, but not too much because 1) I had no idea what I was doing and 2) I felt like I looked stupid, but that didn’t bother me as much as I thought it would and 3) I didn’t want to injure myself…lol  and 4) I didn’t want to over due it my first day.  I do want to go back.  I was surprised how good I felt while I was “working out”…wow, ME, working out!  And, to my surprise, I made an appointment for the trainer to evaluate me and get me going on my own work out schedule!  Man, where is this coming from, it is so unlike me.  But I like it!  It must be happening…I’m making changes!

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I want to thank all of you that left me comments on my first post.  You made me feel like I could really do this…thank you from the bottom of my heart.  You are already a great support to me!  And you inspire me as I read your posts and saw your profiles.